In my very first blog post, Leaving Japan, I referred to the culmination of a long odyssey. I knew then that I should have to write about how that odyssey commenced.
In November, 1981, at the tender age of 26, I quit my job, assigned power of attorney to a friend, packed a suitcase, pulled the front door shut for the last time and rode to the airport of my home-town, Adelaide, Australia, to board a flight toward a country I had heard a lot about, but never before visited. My intention was emigration. My first destination was San Francisco.
Arriving in San Francisco, I rented a car, checked into an airport hotel and then placed a call to Harvey Poenack, in Bethesda, MD. No answer.
The business of Harvey Poenack International was three-fold: 1) immigration specialist, 2) head-hunter, 3) tax accountant. Harvey brought foreigners into the USA to work. I had entered the USA in possession of an H-1 visa, authorizing me to work for Harvey. But I was now unable to make contact with my agent.
To kill time, I drove into downtown San Francisco, milled around awhile and then proceeded to circumnavigate the Bay via bridge and freeway. It was the first time I had driven on the opposite side of the road. I marveled at six-lane freeways, (per side!). I observed drivers turning right on red lights and, after building up my own nerve (was it legal?), pulled the same stunt. I found a diner nearby the airport and the quantity, quality and price of the food, along with the endless coffee refills, was remarkable to me. Plus the service was as cheery as it was snappy. Tipping was new to me. So was putting down a fiver for something marked 4.95$, but then finding one needed some extra change as the register rang up the total with the sales tax added on top. (Taxes are generally well-hidden in Australia.)
The plan was to interview for a week on the west coast; then fly to the east coast for another week of interviews. Harvey answered the phone. The economy was in deep recession ('81/82). All he had for me was a lone interview in Washington. State. I booked a flight one-way, planning to rent a car and drive back down Route 1 by the Pacific, if the interview failed.
As the 727 banked right to turn 180 southbound for Sea-Tac airport, I was presented with a magnificent view of the Seattle skyline, Space Needle and Lakes Aurora and Washington. All the wooden houses connoted a shanty town to an untraveled Australian, but I think I fell in love with Seattle right there and then. I had been quite disappointed to think that I was coming to, (for me), the most exciting country in the world and was looking at being marooned in the furthest corner of the Forty-Eight. But the natural beauty of Puget Sound, Lake Washington, the Olympics, Cascades and Mount Rainier was too overwhelming to resist.
The rental car company in the airport did not want to rent me a car without a credit card. I showed them the contract I had for the rental from their San Francisco branch and so they happily relented. Man, this was so long ago! Credit cards optional. Service. Trust. How things have changed!
I checked into the Thunderbird Lodge in Bellevue, just in time for Thanksgiving lunch. (Americans are almost all surprised to learn that other countries don't celebrate Thanksgiving. Makes you wonder how much American history they really know, doesn't it?
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The interview was with an American affiliate of a German database company. HQ in Reston, VA, and an engineering team of about 50 people in Bellevue, Washington. (Just a couple of miles away from Bellevue a small but malignantly cancerous company was metastasizing in adjacent Redmond, WA.) I got hired. By the database company.
I theorize that I am just slightly agoraphobic. Thus, I prefer an overcast sky. I know that is weird. There are two kinds of people: those who can hack constant drizzle and those who can't. Seattle is no place for those who have no affinity for the rain gods and the locals accept this philosophically as a gift (to keep away the Californian sun-worshippers who wouldst resettle there). Perhaps Seattle is the Valhalla of people who, like the Douglas Adams character, are unknowingly rain gods, attracting precipitation in all its dreary forms, unbidden? In any case, they also believe that there is no finer place on the earth — not in August and September, anyway, the only months during which the drizzle abates. However, I was not to experience those months in Seattle…
For the first six weeks, I stayed with very distant relatives, Henry and Jenny and their 18-month old son, in Kirkland on the NE shore of Lake Washington. That was a great introduction to restaurants, shops and friends. We became great friends and I think Henry and Jenny particularly appreciated the in-house, baby-sitting services!
I have very fond memories of Seattle. My first time seeing snow falling: those large, whirling flakes that create the mental illusion of a whirring sound even though the snow fall is actually deadening most noise. Driving down I-405 with crisp views of the snow-caps on the Cascades on one side and the Olympics on the other. The giant, snowy apex of Mt Rainier to the south, magnified by wood smoke and suspended above the haze, as if floating. Watching ducks show off, flaring for a water-landing in the moat around the office park, feet extended forward for splash-down and wings cupped, braking. Seeing the same ducks attempting the same maneuvre the morning after an overnight snap freeze, falling backward on their rumps onto the ice, coming gradually to a halt after a gently cork-screwing slide, embarrassed and furtively looking around for now-unwanted spectators.
Seattle people staying home from work and school after a single inch of snow-fall. Avoiding the very few out on the roads like the plague, due to their inexperience with snow. I discovered Saturday Night Live and it was in the John Belushi era. I was invited to Christmas parties and found people very hospitable and friendly. I saw a very early flight simulator operating on a very early PC. And I remember one conversation in which I was told earnestly that, if the Russkies ever did decide to invade the US of A, they would quickly become surprised and consternated by the level of gun ownership in America: "go ahead, pry our weapons from our cold, dead fingers!!"; much like Afghanistan, I suppose.
People walking on their right-hand side of the sidewalk (they don't any more) and arranging their shopping carts accordion-style in supermarket check-out queues so as not to block other shoppers. Receiving pleasant greetings from strangers.
Finally I moved to Bellevue, renting an apartment. I had settled in at work and it had ramped up. I wasn't technically so busy but the rest of the team were working about 90 hours a week. I gritted my teeth and put in about 70, just for solidarity. I still seemed to be spending all my time at work. A very difficult adjustment for an Australian of that era, even one that liked to work.
In addition, at work, I felt like I was "hitting the wall". I think every engineer goes through this and must learn to adapt. It was the first time I had worked with so much code, written by so many other people with different coding styles, so many of them long departed, but with just the usual amount of documentation. Next to none. I was getting frustrated and not enjoying the work. I started looking around for other possibilities. The recession had deepened. Nothing doing.
I called United Airlines to book a flight to the east coast to go meet Harvey. The sales representative told me over the phone that only "coach" was available on the day I wanted to travel. I didn't have time to cross the country by bus, so I politely declined and hung up. (We call the back of the airplane, "economy class", in Australia.) I never did get to meet Harvey.
(Speaking of which is a good time to mention a lesson learned: when you have the opportunity to do something, seize it. All the while in Seattle, I heard good things about Vancouver, the only outside place Washingtonians will say good things about. I deferred making a day trip there because I was renting a car on a miles-limited, monthly basis. It wasn't until 2006 that I again had a good chance to finally visit Vancouver. Washingtonians say "Vancouver, B.C." to distinguish it from plain "Vancouver", meaning Vancouver, WA. Like "Paris, France", as opposed to just Paris. Texas.
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I called a colleague in Australia. One I had dealt with in Australia only by phone, inter-company. I asked for a reference, but he refused. Rather, he offered me a job in Sydney. Working for a computer company, in a telephone support centre. (Which is how I had made his acquaintance: over the phone.) But it was a large, American, multi-national, computer company and I conceived the idea of working for this company in Australia and then transferring back to the USA. (This would turn out to be a crazy idea.)
I was by now quite despondent and so I buckled and surrendered the dream. I phoned Sydney and accepted the job offer. I felt then that it was weak of me and I still do to this day. My chattels had only just arrived at the docks in Tacoma — just in time to be turned around and sent back.
I left the USA at the end of March, 1982, after only a little over four months. Just enough to have a tantalizing taste of American life and truly whet my appetite. The experience had been exhilarating, albeit bitter-sweet.
I returned to Australia, discouraged and with my tail between my legs.
[I was to learn several months later that the Bellevue development center had been closed down for relocation to Reston and all but three of the Bellevue engineers had left the company. My office-mate, Floyd, had joined the Redmond company then in 1982 and had gone to work on becoming an early-retiring millionaire.]
If you've read this far, congratulations and thank you.
I am intentionally going to avoid writing any kind of comparison of the two countries, (and am not at all confident I could do a competent and objective job of such a comparison, anyway).
This next part is the one I have been dreading to write. What made me want to move from Australia to the USA? To try to explain, I need to interpret the motivation of my former self, 28 years ago. It's painfully introspective for me to do and will no doubt seem trite. I recognize that self and recall some of what he was thinking, but it now seems implausible and, frankly, somewhat risible to me today.
There were three, main factors.
The first factor is the most easily defensible. In those days, for a computer engineer, the USA was very definitely the centre of gravity of the computing world. That's changed a lot now with globalization and particularly the internet, but it was certainly true then. I've had a most rewarding career and it is impossible to imagine having done all the things I have done if I had not been in the United States to do them. I learned very much during my career working with all of my colleagues in the United States (and a considerable number of those had also emigrated from elsewhere).
The principal factor must just be blurted out and suffer its natural judgement. I loved the United States of America and did so with all my heart.
America was, for me, the land of liberty and I yearned above all to be free. Call that young man an idealist, naive and a fool — and there was very much I did not know then — but I can see no reason for shame on his behalf.
The most momentous day in my childhood / teenage had been Monday, July 21st, 1969. I arrived at school that morning to learn that the Eagle had landed at 5:47 am (my time). The whole school spent the morning watching live transmissions beamed from Houston (and ultimately the moon) and at 12:26pm I watched an American set foot on the lunar surface. The whole history of the world had changed: ante Mare Tranquillitatis had transitioned to post Mare Tranquillitatis. How could one not marvel and be inspired?
The third factor was that I know that I had a number of blind-spots in those days that prevented me from fully appreciating the appeal of living in the "Lucky Country". I.e. Australia. If I had, it would likely not have prevented me from making the move, but it may have dampened my zeal and shortened my odyssey. Who knows?
I said I would not compare the two countries, but there is one over-arching observation to be made that I think is helpful. When my odyssey began, I believed that America was the place "to do". Now, at the end of it, I believe that Australia is the place "to live".
Possibly this reflects, more than anything else, something of the metamorphosis that I underwent during my journey.
(continued in Exodus 2)
From: The Monday Morning Quarterback
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